WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! IM BACK.....

Ok I know its hard to stay away as a blogger but I don't know where to begin since so much shit has happened to me since I've been gone. it so much I want to put it all on this one blog because I cant wait to get it all off my chest but as you know you have to be teased and get a little at a time....lol. Ok first off I'm no longer with my ex of 11 years WOW WOW I know what the fuck huh??? well some things don't last forever right, but 1 monkey don't stop my show you love you lose love then you must find IT again< . What happened you say that's a long time to fall out of love huh? We grow up! we met young stay together the whole time 2 kids later and not the same kind of love it was before. Now keep in my mind lesbo you cant be the same person forever you get old cranky tired un sexual...ha ha but seriously you cant give up on making it work keeping it tight you have to treat your relationships like a really great job you want to work hard to keep and give your all to be the best at right..... well only one of us was doing that, and we all know who that was. The part of the relationship that needed no help was the sex ......sex was really fucking awesome after 11 years you say how much licking can U do and U need to have added other elements to keep it good. But NOT!!! we were never into using toys maybe 3 times out of relationship and no fucking threesomes because we were very jealous I just loved to fuck and I put alot of passion in it every time we did it so our passion in the bed was always there. But as you know sex cant solve what the heart has felled at. Moving on so I became single after 11 years and I must say DADDY is still a mutha fucking P>I>M>P a PIMP I say. lol I couldn't have imagine that after all that time of being lock down and 2 kids I didn't know I could still pull chicks like that I mean bitches was hot for me. And yes I know Im a pretty girl I always have had confidence but you lose a little as a mom and a wife sometimes..... so any who I had my pick and share of the most sexiest hottest looking women from 19 to 37 yes Im 33 but I do like the younger women for the sexually stamina no I didn't go crazy and fuck every hot pussy in sight like I did when I first started my pussy eating LIFE.. LOL SO I started dating women from all national RACES and young and old freaky not so freaky I mean women has certainly changed since I have been in the scene they are more out there many I had girls from 5 minutes of being in the room with me wanting to fuck the shit out of I had a girl show up at a meet spot for drinks in the parking lot she was fucking butt booty as naked and pussy wettttt how I know it was wet when I got in the car she opened her legs to show me what she had to offer me and when she opened her legs the wetness was all over the insider of her legs. She pulled out my fucking BREAST and jumped on my lap and was grinding the FUCKING shit out of my lap. That shit was crazy I'm a freak and yes I can get down with some out there shit but Im only like that with my girl....... I cant put this sexy as lips on every piece of pussy. That was just the first girl I met and believe me the shit gets crazier stay tuned and turned the fuck on.


HOLLA!!

where r my ladies at?

I live in Michigan and when I was on the market I dated a lot of women..... lets say I seen my share and for some reason today I see less and less fine as women now don't get me wrong and jump all over me I'm not saying Detroit which is where I'm from, I'm not say Michigan or Detroit is full of ugly people by no means... I'm just saying where r all the fine ass chicks who likes to lick hang out!!!!!

Knowing When Enough Is Enough Do You??

Do you really know when it's over???? The thing about women about lesbians I should say that we love hard, real hard. When we find the woman that lights that firer, make you sweat and smile when her name is mention its hard to get over her. Even we you try to do the whole I'll just date new people to get over her thing. That shit really don't work ethier you just end up dragging some poor girl along who always no matter what end up falling in love with you, so now you have a second problem. So lesbians when do you know when to finally call it quits when do you think it is time to turn that old white towel end. The thing is women get attached quick especially when its what we see we want meaning.... she has it all but a few missing pieces which no one is perfect so she comes close to it, then we attach ourselves like kids to candy very sticky candy. And sometimes the love in the relationship was so strong in the beginning that some of us still hold on to the love it was and not the love it is now.

The love then was the kinda of love you and her couldn't be apart kind of love , the love that made you forsake all others to change your life and all around it to be with this person is that unconditional love at first sight kind of love.... then when you know there's a different love there is when its the love of an old friend the love I'll always care about you, look after you if you need anything kinda of love but not that we need to be together everyday kind of love is what you have now and is what you mistaking ignore for what was kind of love. I hope I'm hitting home with some of you ladies because I here this over and over and over again its not a game we lesbian play its just the rules of lesbianism if that's a word. So since we have established that how do we end the game gracefully, how do we learn to bow our heads when its over and we didn't win.

1. Do you dare to try to play this same game again hoping this time you will get right(even thou you have played many many times before)

2. Do you hang on to the game Even thou this is no longer the game for you hoping no one else will pay it.

3. Do you re read the rules go over everything again hoping that there is something you missed a piece to the puzzle you can fix.

4. Or do you just chalk this up to a lost and never again hope to play this game again and hate on any one else who do.


How do you gracefully know when its over, when the time has come to say goodbye.

Sometimes i even wonder if I would know when enough is enough????:(